♥ When you look me in e eyes ♥

2010-10-07T18:38:00.002+08:00

i hate singaporean being e typical singaporean. ignorant and super kiasu. those people deserve a slap on their face. why can't they just ***.

2010-06-26T22:36:00.002+08:00

it has been awhile since i last when to thailand and i've yet to update. plain plain lazy. so i'll just make it as simple as possible okay? at least there's something to help me recall e great experience i had there in future. (:

18.6.10

waited at eunos station for e bus to arrive. as usual, my family wld be there way early than e supposed time stated. kanchiong mah.. hah! love made a sweet surprise by rushing dwn straight after booking out just to sent me off. i tot he wldnt make it. (:

e malaysia custom were, as usual, packed and slow. e staff weren't even checking our bag. chit chatting away. makan gaji buta. tsk x3.. and soon after that, we were in e bus again towards our next destination, e sadao custom. e long ride on e bus surprisingly doesnt made me sick. just pain in e neck. :P. e bus driver were kind to played us 'Syurga Cinta' on e dvd. something that i've wanted to watch eva since people had been takling abt it. and yes, i agree with them. e story is indeed worth e talk. :)

19.6.10

time checked: 5am

e bus stopped at a nearby masjid somewhere in sempadan malaysia for us to solat subuh. grabbed our breakfast at mancap few hours after. food there turned us off at first but we had them still since we were famished. like totally. so yeap.

reached sadao custom at around 11am to 12. met with our tour guide, kak shidah. such a lovely lady and we shared e same name at that! i like that. hahaha. she brought us all to a warong makan at hatyai to have our mkn tghari. so like wat people said, dun judge a bk with it's cover, which i actually do. heh. food there were fingers licking good! but spicy. i mean super spicy! was told that e thai people like their food to be that way. but it was nice la. :)

proceed on, went to nora plaza where all e beautiful souveniers are. but one thing for sure, i hate e sales people there. they were pressurizing us on buying their stuff. i mean come on la. urgh! another thing that bothers me is that, soon after we alighted frm e bus, there's this irritating lady who took picture of us individually without warning. i tot it wld be harmless or so. but as we were abt to get on e bus, there she were, displaying all our picture on a table and is selling them at 100 baht each. we had no choice but to buy. i mean this is thailand, who noes wat will happen to it if it''s not being bought. pandai dia buat duit. irritating sungguh.

that aside, i too tried my first ever birdnest soup there and probably e last. hah! e tot of im eating birds' saliva make me wanna puke. hahaha. but it's good stuff so i tried to have a few spoonful of it.

went to a few places and checked into out hotel at last. aww.. i really miss e comfy bed so much!

it was free and easy time after that. so more shopping and eating and more eating! hahaha. ouh talking of which, do you noe that only kfc is halal there. places like mac, swensons, burger king all are not? okay, now u noe. :)

20.6.10

kak shidah brought us to e same warong on our first day there to have our breakfast as apparently e food at e hotel is non-halal as well. but no complain. as e food at e warong never fails me. superb! :)

Next pit stop is e madu place and then e floating market! i love e floating market! that place makes me happy. something unique that is totally diff. if you guys readers happen to be at thailand, floating market is a must to go okay? and u will then undastand e magnificient of it. cause words wouldnt justify how great that place is. :)

apart frm above mentioned, we too went to e songkla beach where we ate ice-cream campur which was amazingly yummy, ride on e cable car which is so not like cable car, haha, and few others. eat eat eat. shop shop shop. photo photo photo. hah!

21.6.10

checked out frm e hotel way earlier which is at 545am -6. stop by a few places and back to reality.

movie marathon on e bus. watched evolusi kl drift 2, aladdin and ketika cinta bertasbih. loving all! <3

home sweet home1

P.S: my version of story is soo much shorter then wat actually took placed. but it shld be sufficient. ;)

Next stop, langkawi i heard? :) :) :)

Loves
Shidah Dee

2010-06-07T16:40:00.002+08:00

Everybody needs inspiration
Everybody needs a song
Beautiful melody
when the nights so long

Cause there is no guarantee
That this life is easy

When my world is falling apart,
when there is no light to break up the dark
That's when I
look at you

When the waves are flooding the shore
and I can't find my way home anymore
That's when I
look at you

When I look at you
I see forgiveness, I see the truth
You love me for who I am l
ike the starshold the moon
Right there where they belong
and I knowI'm not alone

When my world is falling apart
when there is no light to break up the dark
That's when I
look at you

When the waves are flooding the shore
and I can't find my way home anymore
That's when I
look at you

You appear just like a dream to me
Just like kaleidoscope colors that cover me
All I need every breath that I breathe
Don't you know you're beautiful

When the waves are flooding the shore
and I can't find my way home anymore
That's when I look at you
You appear just like a dream to me

and yesterday, i fall in love with him all over again. like e first time i met him. o wait! no, not e first time but e second time i met him. hehe! im like 18 all over again. :) :) :)

Loves
Shidah Dee

2010-06-01T16:20:00.005+08:00

it has been awhile since i last bace surah yassin and i did exactly that on last friday with e families. i must say, i feel totally at peace that very moment. it's like heaven on earth. :) somehow, i just realised how much i miss mengaji and all. since i last katam, i cant remember when i did actually hold an al-quran much less read it. something i really wanna do all over again. something that i miss terribly. to top it all, i miss my grandparents. i never really got to feel how bless it is to be having one. cause they passed away when im still a lil kid. so e memories were vague like that. :(

talking bout kid, i admit being a child is still one of e best part in one's life. yeah? i still remember my childhood. it's filled with sweet happiness and hilarious precious moments that i'll never forget. but of course there are some bitter ones. noone is perfect remember? :) . look at me now, going to 22 already. time flies ya? i dont understand why but it seems that time is totally not co-operating with me. maybe we got bad blood or something. cause when i was hoping it to slow down, it flies like e wind. and when i wanted it to move faster, it crawl on me. wth. :P

recently, i was recommended by my previous ex-student's mum to her friend, asking me to tutor her daughter and all. and that very moment, i cant help but feeling proud of myself. i feel so much appreciated. i feel great knowing that someone actually sees that extra something in me. it was all good. :). but unfortunately, i have to reject her offer as im now having a full time commitment to deal with and barely any more time for myself. so im saving that after office hours for my loved ones. both friends and family. (:

speaking of which, i wanna a date with e individual gfs! beep me aite?! :)

and have i mentioned this. sex & e city rox my socks! haha.

Loves
Shidah Dee

2010-05-23T19:35:00.004+08:00

I never knew how much Dr Goh Keng Swee had done for us singaporeans untill e day he left us. May he rest in peace.

e other day i ran abt 8km in e gym and it feels great! i've always love running. but e sad thing is that, watever i shed, i gained it back by eating. have i told you before, i love eating too? so u see my problem now? hahaha. and my, how it feels good if i were to lose 10kg or so. wonder when that will happen? will it ever happen in e first place? urgh! i mean i cant possibly forgo all those food.. just e tot of it makes me sad. how? haha. actually, i dnt mind being a anorexia. okay2, i lied. :X

i was wondering if i can describe myself as an introvert already? cause apparently, i've been talking less nowadaes. is it got to do anything with my age or sumthing? haha. well i dunnoe. maybe it's just a temporary thing. let just wait and see if e old me is gonna come any soon. :)

and oh! can u guys smell wat i smell? i smell thailand. :) :) :)
18th june, come to mama!
hope everything is gonna be peaceful by then yeah? please pretty please?

im proud of myself for i finally managed to do good to my hair. haha. i simply love e shampoo smell! it makes me happy. im simple like that. ;)

e last song was superb touching and iron man 2 was a total coolness! 2 thumbs up!

Loves
Shidah Dee

2010-05-18T22:15:00.005+08:00

something is still amiss. someday...

working life has really made me see e uglier side of typical singaporeans. e public ride is a total nightmare. and that just doesnt stop there. all those inconsiderate manners and whatnots. u name it. and e sad thing is, im beginning to be like them. slowly.. yes, u read me right. haha. situation changes me i guess. it just that i hate playing e gd guy each and evry time. my patience has it's limit. so once in awhile, i'll let them have their own medicine. *wink*

so tell me something. how do u define live life to e fullest? is it by having 101 activities revolving ard u in a day? or by eating each and evrything like there's no tmr? or perhaps doing something out of ure box? how bout seeking attention for ureself? i dont noe. u tell me.

Loves
Shidah Dee

p.s learn to get up on ure feet after a fall. cause no one else can help u other than ureself. (:

2010-05-11T22:46:00.001+08:00

You and me.. used to be together, everyday together.
always....

i really feel...
that im losing my bestfriend. :(

2010-04-11T00:09:00.003+08:00

10th April

Celebrated love's belated 22nd birthday at Manhattan Fish Market today. i do, seriously, think that e management really did took a wise decision in making e eating place a halal one. cause frm what i could see, most of e patrons there are muslim. (:

i am soo happy cause like finally i cld try out their seafood platter! it has been awhile since i last had one frm fish & co which apparently i am too dumb to know that it's not halal back then. hah. so yeap got to now bout it few days after and didnt step into fish & co since then. it was a sad thing to do cause e seafood platter there was heaven-ly delicious! i swear! if only.. :(

e seafood platter for two were a tad too much for us. kiter dua very tak e hero. hahaha. as you can see, there were soo much calamaries served cause we trade it wit e oysters. that's only because we both didn't know how to eat it in a sense. overall, e food there were satisfying. i still prefer fish & co seafood platter tho.. :P. nevertheless, you guys shld try it yourself aite? kater orang, tak cube maka tak cinta. (:

apart frm that, we too went to catched Date Night at one of our fav cinema. frm my personal opinion, e movie belongs to e average kind of movie. you noe e one that is neither bad nor good? yeah, that's e one. haha. :P . thereby, i wld rate it 3 out of 5 loves. (:

so e date went as simple and sweet as that cause apparently we already celebrated his birthday with his family members and relatives. today is just a him and me day. just us. (:
to top it up, hope you love e ipod nano ya dear? just a small birthday token frm me to you. I love you. Very much. (:

and surprisingly, he too bought for me something that i've been wanting since like forever and on his birthday at that. haha. and e reason he gave me is that since it's his birthday, it's my birthday too cause he wanna share his every joy and happiness with me. it's not just bout him alone. it's bout us. and that, he touches my heart. tremendously. thank you dear. (:

my first eva designer perfume. suke!! (:

till then, take care!

Loves
ShidahDee

2010-03-31T14:01:00.002+08:00

Sayang Pi, happy 22nd birthday dear!! Shidah loves you, always and forever. for e wishes and whatnots, all have been said. there's no need for others to know. ;) . other then that, looking forward to this saturday with just you and me. just us. (:

Loves
Shidah Dee

2010-03-25T21:15:00.001+08:00

i miss this botak boy badly. :(

2010-03-22T21:29:00.000+08:00

this picture i love!

2010-03-22T20:29:00.003+08:00

Hot Chocolate with Marshmellows for supper.
Boyfriend knows me best. (:

my mind is in a whirl right now. yet again. even tho my mind is made up and my heart too said likewise, i still need some assurance to ease myself knowing that im taking e right decision for myself, my future. urgh, this ain't easy as it seems. but i know i'll get by. then again just e tot of starting my life in a new environment where i've been longing since last year is making me smile from ear to ear and totally excited to get e ball rolling. perhaps, it's hinting me yeah? (:

Put that aside. so yesterday was a day spent beautifully with one of my best gf eva. we had soo much fun wondering around town like tai tai can.. hahaha. e feeling was just great. and2! i finally got my hands on those heels! love at first sight okay! hehehe. apart frm that i too managed to get 2 tops and a pant. suke! but that's not e end of it yet. that's just e beginning. *evil grin* i m definitely gonna shop more for office wear in time to come to prepare myself for next mnth. :). i didn't know retail therapy can be this fun, provided u have e money la ehk and a great company to go along. *wink*

and oh, movie date with boyfriend were awe- sooooommmmeeee toooo. im not referring to e movie itself tho just e fact that i got to spent some precious moment wit him. :). Book of eli sucks. yeah, u heard me right. e storyline that is. It dissappoints me so much to a point where i can't be bothered to rate it. *shrug*. ending dier buat darah up jek sey. hmphf! should have watch remember me instead la. urgh.

so all that were yesterday and yesterdays. tmr, im gonna mit wit my another
baobei(s)! we gonna go to town (again) cause apparently there's a free give away of ben n jerry's ice-cream!! double happines. o wait, it's triple e happiness cause tmr is my off day too!! hehehe.

thurs wit thila sayang and fri with hudaaaaaaaaaaaa dada!! sat with my one and only baby and sun wit my fam. my week is pack with LOVE! (:

Loves
Shidah Dee

2010-03-14T19:02:00.002+08:00

hahaha, these two have e same hairstyle already. :P

140310

Went to kak yana's (love sister) wedding today. To start with, she was as I expected. Beautiful as eva. (: . e deco was BREATHTAKING of indonesian touch wit a mixed of maroon, red, cream and few others. Lawa! Betol2, tak bohong. (:

So anw, love called me up yesterday night to inform me that he won't be able to attend to his sister wedding and all. That, I know he's lying. Apparently, his second sis were in this too so i've no choice but to believe. BUT, his dad were kind enough to gave e game away. hee.. hee..
Thank you pakcik.. I owe u one. :P

To top it all, I hope e best for kak yana and husband. May they be bless wit endless happiness and lots of love. Amin.. and hope u like e gift yang tak seberape tu.. hehe. (:

Can't wait for love to book out on fri night! Im gonna cross my finger hoping that his bunk members won't give any trouble. :P

So tmr is monday and i m gonna mit my Thila sayang after work! Wee.. (:

Sidetrack.. Last friday met up with e gals: wendy, sharon and laura. After soo long! We were talking over everything including career, studies, love and marriage! Marriage eh. Okay, i feel old already. hahaha. Even wendy felt e same. O i miss her. To more mit up yeah?! (:

Loves
Shidah Dee

2010-03-08T18:19:00.005+08:00

♥♥♥♥

It's true when a person said dont judge a book with its cover. Seriously, just by looking at it's cover ad, hilang selera guwe. hahaha. Must thnk love for he is e one who initiated to watched e movie. :)). Dear John really made both love and me cried okay.. Bukan senang nak tengok bfku menangis. Dua budak cengeng menonton cerite sedih.. :P. LOL! And yeap, we both never stop awww - ing till e very last end. Very touching. Personally, I think that somehow or rather e story has e similarity wit us. E part where e bf has to go to serve e country. Okay, Im very sad already thinking bout it. :((. But then again, im beginning to see it as part and parcel of life. It's not gonna be that bad isnt it? Okay, part nie mcm phm. :(

And yes, as planned, we both managed to go to snow city last sat, AT LAST! We have been planning to go there since donkey years already. that place is seriously cold to a point where I rushed out after a mere 5 min entrance. haha! love's ears went red. soo funny. nie dua anak sah2 tak leh gi honeymoon kat europe. LOL! tapi best la. e slide especially. u noe e one where u climb to e highest peak then slide down using float? yes that's e one. at first, i was like teragak-agak la but after a while, it gets e better of me! haha. And why i said e slide is e best out of e best? that's because e slide is e only great thing there. get what im trying to say? hahaha. Snow city is amazingly small la. that's why. there's not much of things to do except for that slide. we were not even allowed to take pictures using our cam. wth. I really pity those ladies wearing sari. went all e way there, but not much of activities to do huh.
cause pratically, they cant possibly slide down wearing sari isn't it. da buang terbiat tu namernyer.. ahaha! ;P

Gonna mit love later before he heads to NS tmr. *sob sob*
Mesti da botak tau itu olang.
hahaha.

And yes, im on mc for two days.

Love
Shidah Dee

2010-02-28T17:55:00.004+08:00

Countdown Alert: 8 days
I m sure gonna be a cry baby for months.
At night at least, that if i keep myself busy in e day. :(

Gonna miss him alot.. :'(

Boyfriend: Tunggu pi sampai pi abis NS k?
Me: Of course I will. *wit a sad face*

PS: I promise.

2010-02-25T20:40:00.002+08:00

Today is just not a good day for me especially with kanchiong-spider beside me. She's just making me more nervous! Urgh! But it's okay. Get up and shall do better tomorrow.
In-syallah.. (:

Let today be a lesson for a better me.

2010-02-24T20:08:00.002+08:00

24022010

Finally, my family and I went to Science Centre last sunday for e sake of gg to e BodyWorld exibition that kakak has been wanting to go since oct 2009! hahaha! kecian dier.. :P

Overall, I felt that e exhibition is kinda dry cause most of e bodies are of e same. E only diff is e way they posed and which organs are being taken out frm their body for display purposes. It's not really that gross as wat some may think caused e bodies looked fake to start it of. Perhaps, it is due to e chemical exposed and all. Out of all, im quite amazed wit e foetus/baby display. It shows you how e foetus is developed and how it looks like starting frm e 3rd week of pregnancy all e way to e due date. Fasinating, really. Allah maha kuasa. :) . But yeah, i cant tell whether e display is e real thing or purely plastic. *shrug*.

What make me happy is that I finally found my long lost primary school close friend (Okay2, she found me. heh!) there, at e exhibition itself! what a small world yeah? She really changed alot. In a good way I believe. :). We are soo gonna mit up soon! (:

So yesterday was another both happy and sad day for me. Sad is basically because it's e last day of training and am sure gonna miss e people. :(. e happy part is when I finally got to mit up wit my sayang thila! (: . We both have sooo many things to talk about and laugh at. haha. Sayang her many2! Cant wait to mit her again nxt week for our exercise regime! Like finally. I gemok already can.. :(

Today, went back to branch. And when my manager said that I can start counter already, I nearly faint! So scared like that. But after awhilwe, it was cool. Thnks to my mentor. hehe.
She's a good teacher. (:

To top it all, I cant wait for camping this sat!! *jump happily*

O dear, I've not been updating for so long that i've sooo many things to story2 but ingat2 lupe lak. Shidah mah.. :P

Aite then, gonna update again when time permits ya? No promises due to e time constraint. (:

Loves
ShidahDee

2010-02-15T12:24:00.003+08:00

.Happy 26th dear.
I ♥ you

2010-02-09T20:09:00.002+08:00

I realised i've not been blogging much lately. So im gonna start in doing so today. (:
To start e ball rolling, training had been great so far. I m lucky enough to have such a friendly and humble bunch of training classmates. They really make e studying process more fun and joyful. Personally, I especially love e fact that I got to feel like a student once again. e trainers there really manja us with lots of sweets and chocolates! our main supplement to remain awake. hehehe. :P. And I really think after e training is over, i'll definitely gain few more kg because e training centre is generous wit food! we were served 2 different range of dish for e 2 tea break each day. noodles, nuggets, fried banana, carrot cake and lots lots more! can u believe it?! gemok la ko shidah... tentu gemok. :P

Put that aside. Now come e bitter part of it. I wanna wish salam takziah to my beloved girlfriend and her family for their lost last thursday. Just so u remember, Allah loves him more aite? Be strong my dear. I will walk with you through this hard moment together. I'll be there whenever you need me. I love you. (:

14th Feb, please come fast! tak sabar! tak sabar!!

Loves
ShidahDee

2010-01-29T10:41:00.003+08:00

a month ago, i was contemplating on whether i should tender my resignation or to continue working while looking for another. but after giving it a serious thought, i followed my heart and i tendered even before i land myself wit a new one. i took risk that is and i don't regret in doing so cause i believe there's a better place for me out there, if i were to try harder in a sense. and after all been said, today marks my last day of service here, in Ong & Lau. seriously, it's fast. and of course im feeling rather melancholic and everything, that is only because im leaving few of my collegues that i've bonded soo well thruout my journey there. i'm sure gonna miss them. :( . other than that i m pretty much excited to move on and see wat's there for me in near future and not to be seeing e ugly and amazingly irritating nyonya(s). (:

Allah is great. even before my servive ended, he gave me a new life by giving me two great opportunities. (: and to those who know wat im talking about, yes, i m still in a dilemma between those two superp-ly tempting jobs and have yet to make a decision. :(. im freakle-minded like that. urgh! but then again, alhamdulilah.. (: thanks for hearing my prayers dear Allah.

think of it again, it's not much of a choice isn't it? cause i'll be starting my first day of training this coming monday in one of e co already. bahh.. but don't worry, i'll figure things out. :p. i shall go wit e flow and see how it goes.

as for now, i hope my first day of work will be a smooth sailing one and may my future collegues all be friendly and helpful bunch of people. amin.. o ya! that goes to you too izyan! (:

Feb come quick! cause i've a list of exciting events awaiting for me! suke!! :D

Loves ♥
ShidahDee

2010-01-26T14:56:00.000+08:00

AWWWW..... awwwww.... *continue Aww-ing*

2010-01-24T21:06:00.005+08:00

Beautiful PINK nike slippers bought for me from him. (:
I ~~like~~LOVE IT! :D

♥♥♥

if not for e horrible ending, i would have rated it a lil more higher.. betol2! tak bohong. :P
and yes, love said we shan't watch any more movies with lots of action and such because he claimed that i was being too emosi thruout e whole journey of watching LEGION. hmphffff!!!
i was practically saying things like 'ape sey... bodoh pe pompan tu', 'shit la shit la', 'arghhhh...', and lots lots more over and over again. hahahaha. that's how attached i am wit LEGION okay, not until e ending part la. urgh!

Loves
ShidahDee

2010-01-22T15:59:00.003+08:00

i've always trust my instinct in making decisions for myself/others.
and i'll rely on it once again to decide between those two great offers given.
no, im not complaining. just making sure. (:
Allah is wonderful isn't he?
just because it kept raining on your side, don't blame him for being unfair.
he actually wanna let you see e rainbow when it ends. (:
Syukur..

Loves
ShidahDee

P/s god, please guide me.

2010-01-22T15:58:00.001+08:00

'Wheresoever you go, go with all your heart.'

via: notebookdoodle

2010-01-22T14:38:00.000+08:00

2010-01-21T10:44:00.016+08:00

i swear, i m e happiest gal alive right now! alhamdulilah x3... (:
i know i've saying that umpteen times but it just reflects on how overjoyed i really2 am about e news!
sayer suke dan teramatlah BAHAGIA!! (:
this is like a dream comes true.
somebody pinch me!! :p hahaha.

*skip happily*
*smile wide2*

i can't believe this. i mean, i really can't believe it.
just when i tot i lose the will to win, it came knocking on my door.(:
all of e disappointment i felt, e heart broken moments, and e hardwork, all being paid of.
alhamdulilah.. syukur.. (:
this will be like a stepping stone for me.
im going to take baby steps to achieve what i've always dream of.

slowly but surely.
insyallah.. (:

butt.. i've a teeny weeny problem.
e thing is that, i already knew where i will be posted to AND apparently, i've been going there quite
alot lately AND i dont think one of e staff there likes me! *gulp*
okay2, i know.. i started it.. but customer always right kan3?! hahaha.
customer always right? amik ko ubat biler ko start nanti! hahaha.
okay, im a deadmeat. -_-
i've decided.
im gg to sembahyang hajat tonight so that
she will forgot bout e incident and treat me nice. bahhh..
ok, merepek.

nevertheless, i can't thank my family and love enough, for they always keep me in their prayers.
my pillars of strength and happiness.
i love you all. i really do. (:
(cheydebah, mcm buat speech kat grammy award sey.. hurhur)

When I'm lost in the rain

In your eyes I know I'll find the light

To light my way, when I'm scared losing ground

When my world is going crazy you can turn it all around

And when I'm down you're there pushing me to the top

You're always there giving me all you've got

For a shield, from the storm for a friend, for a love

To keep me safe and warm, I turn to you

For the strength to be strong, for the will to carry on

For everything you do, for everything that's true, I turn to you

Loves
ShidahDee

ps have you felt like as if someone is trying to steal another someone that is v.much dear to you? guess that's how im feeling right now.. sigh... maybe im just too over paranoid isn't it?.. *shrug*.. i really2 hate this feeling. please go away.. it's supposed to be my day remember?.. ):

2010-01-20T10:04:00.004+08:00

My world had just gone by

Always darkened skies

There was no reason to try

Never could fly

Now I’m tired of searching

And wondering why

It’s not really all that, much far

Reaching out for stars

Time to reach out
Time to be who I am

Finally, I believe
My dreams will unfold
It’s like being touched by an angel
A brand new beginning
It’s amazing
This is, a moment, I will remember

Finally, I can feel heaven on earth
It’s like being touched by an angel
My world is changing
I’m living out loud
Feels like, I’m been, touched by an angel above

I’ve waited for so long
For this day to arrive
The world seems a different place
Knowing I can fly

~Sezairi Sumari

♥

.Syukur Alhamdulilah. ((:

2010-01-15T10:54:00.002+08:00

“How do you know so much about everything?’
was asked of a very wise and intelligent man;
and the answer was
‘By never being afraid or ashamed to ask questions as to anything of which I was ignorant.”

— John Abbott

2010-01-14T10:22:00.003+08:00

(via growwwl)

HAHAHA!! Teramatlah funny!

2010-01-05T16:51:00.005+08:00

suddenly it strucks me. was wondering how e hell can a person be a good mother when e fact, she's treating her own lil sister like dirt? and yet she claimed that she loves kids. amazing isn't it? wow. (:
even outsiders treated her lil sister more like a human being.

.Food For Thought.

2010-01-03T11:22:00.002+08:00

our first trip to Henderson wave. (:
and i got say this, e pathway that led to henderson wave is creepy at night.
kinda scary. haha.

e next time we wanna hit that place, we will go in e morning or afternoon. so that we can go cloud watching. yeah love? :))

Loves
ShidahDee

2010-01-02T11:43:00.008+08:00

headed off to huda's crib for her 21st celebration. i should have seen her face when i lied, saying that i won't be coming. hahahaha! gotcha huda! :p
nevertheless, hope you like e wallet ya. *wink*
happy belated birthday to you again!! (:

that cake above is from me. it's nice butttt......

it can't be compared to this super big cake lor..! haha. shame2.

oreo cheesecake is nice. but i still prefer the normal cheesecake at mac cafe. (:

♥♥♥♥♥

chilled out at starbucks before heading to watch AVATAR!!! This movie is e BOMB man!! should have watch in 3D isn't it? then it would be double e BOMB! (:
love and i tot it would be just another movie but we were wrong. this movie is simply die2 must watch one.. (:
Arrgghh... i feel like watching it again and again and again!!
awesomely unexpected. (:
5 loves for this one! (:

hope it doesn't rain today cause i badly wanna go to henderson wave..
please pretty please.. :(

Loves
ShidahDee

2010-01-01T12:28:00.002+08:00

Happy happy 2010 peeps! :)

My resolution?
other then staying happy as always wit my loved ones
and hope for success, i have none others. i'll shall go wit e flow for e rest. (:

new year eve wit izyan and love was great.

and i'm falling in love wit DSLR already.. :)
it would be a great gift this new year for me.. *wink*

to another memorable year!

Loves
ShidahDee

2009-12-30T16:34:00.003+08:00

(I)(M) (P)(R)(O)(U)(D) (O)(F) (Y)(O)(U) (S)(H)(I)(D)(A)(H)
(V)(E)(R)(Y) (P)(R)(O)(U)(D)

",)

will there be light at e end of e tunnel?
still hoping

2009-12-28T13:59:00.005+08:00

♥♥♥♥

my current desktop wallpaper. (:

Alvin & e chipmunks together wit e chippettes made my saturday. (:
i mean how adorable can they get?! totally awesome!

humorous.cuteness.sadness.dance.music.chipmunks.
all under one roof. coolness.
im a happy girl. (:
4 loves for that one! *wink*

guess, only god noes how many times love and i went to watched movie just this month alone.
haha. movie freaks! well, it's like we're helping e economy in a sense isn't it? :)
betta then to watched it illegally. :)

and at last, after few weeks of surveying around singapore, love finally got himself a pair of nike shoes.
e one he always wanted. (:
i too feel like buying one. cause my sport shoes are torned off. ):
maybe i should get the nike air shoes? if im right, i think that should be e name for it? heh.
who noes, instead of running, i will feel as if im floating.
double coolness isn't it? :p
soo suka.. (:
c how la.

11 am. when gurmit announced sezairi is e next singapore idol, i was elated! 3 in a row!
i am so proud. very proud. (:
tak sia2 aku vote. end of this month, cnfrm kakak nag. bahh... :p

and yes. i can't wait for camping next month wit e collegues. *jump around*

Loves
ShidahDee

2009-12-24T09:30:00.008+08:00

been sick for e last few days, still am today.. :( . one word that fits me well during those days: Crybaby! hahaha. i have been whining and telling all my family members including love about me being sick. i told my mum this: ' mak.. sidah sakit..' same for love: ' pi.. shidah sakit..' and vice versa for my dad, kakak, abang and younger brother. lol! i said e same thing to them over and over again thruout those days. hehehe. :p

so actually, i've nothing much to ramble on except for e fact that i am happy wit two things. one, i received chocolates all e way from switzerland from love's mum. you guys have no idea how happy i am upon receiving gifts from his mum or his family members. it's true when people said, it's e tot that counts. :)). im just glad that she/they actually remember(s) me. happyyyy!! :)).

and e second thing that made me happy is receiving another oversea's chocolate from one of e lawyer here. she just came back from japan recently and bought it specially for ME! hahaha. im so honoured. :)).

other than e 2 chocolates received, kakak also received chocolates from her client. wahh... semakin tembam la guwe.. haha. :p.

here comes e sad part. while everybody is on half-day leave today, there we are, stuck in e office cause we had NONE. while everybody is happily talking about increment or bonus, there we are, numb cause we had NONE. while everybody is excited for their annual/chrismas dinner, there we are, sad as can be cause we had NONE! we had nothing!! i we are soooo angry and dissappointed.

end

Loves
ShidahDee

2009-12-20T14:46:00.006+08:00

2 stalk of roses from love on our 2 years anni. thank you dear. ♥

and pasir ris pond was great. arnold was oh so sedapp. watching people prawn fishing was fascinating. excited to see ure surprise face upon seeing e hidden gifts. love the heart to heart talk. last but not least, glad you love e scapbook of our love story and hoodies from fox. :)

shidah sayang pi, henta2!! :p

to more memorable moments. insya-allah.. :)
next on e list: alvin and e chipmunks! sungguh tak sabar!!

Loves
ShidahDee

2009-12-18T09:54:00.005+08:00

♥♥

i've watched planet 51 earlier this week with love. tho it does has it's funny part here and there, cute green aliens and stuff but i guess it still lacks e wow factor and e BOOMZ. haha! hence e reason for my rate, 2 out of 5 loves. (: but then again, kids don't really care about that don't they? this movie is meant for them in e first place isn't it. *wink*

sun, went out with kakak and my mum. girls day out. haha. :p. had our lunch at F.I.S.H at tampines one. kakak's treat! :)). eventho it's a halal version of fish & co, as wat they claimed, i find e food there were extremely dissappointing. really. i totally regret ordering e spring chicken which looks oh so yummy in e menu when in reality check, it is sooo dry and bland. can you guys believe that? sigh... :(. cheat my feelings only.. to top it up, service was pretty slow. we waited for about 2omins for e food to arrived when e fact, there's no crowd at that point of time. wth. wat a bad first impression given. shame on them. nevertheless, i did tried e seafood platter at fish and co once. at that point of time, i didn't noe it's not halal okay... so yeap, haha. really, e seafood platter is to die for! soo sooo delicious! i miss it so badly. but i guess, that would be my first and last time stepping into fish and co. how i hope e management knew how crazy i am to eat e seafood platter again and make it halal. please pretty please... :(

on a lighter note, abg will be having his TP today! May Allah bless him. :))

and2!! i can't wait for tmr! can't wait to let love see my art and craft. hahaha!! :) gorgeous! it has been awhile since i got my hands dirty. :)) hush hush. and oh, i am soo in love with my new skin. cantikkk nyer.. haha. :p

Have a nice Fridayy people!! :))

♥ Loves
ShidahDee

2009-12-16T10:06:00.003+08:00

via: suiseisekisuisui

hahahaha!! cuteee nyerrr..
reminds me of love and me. i loveee to play hide and seek wit him.
i'm e cat. he's e dog. :p

2009-12-15T13:32:00.013+08:00

♥ i love you when you say that you love me, each and everyday.
♥ i love you when you would hug me randomly just to let me know how much i mean to you.
♥ i love you when you kiss my forehead and whisper sweet nothings in my ear.
♥ i love you when you call me your baby tasham and i would call you pi.
♥ i love you when we do e baby talk to each other everyday.
♥ i love you when you would hold my hand when driving.
♥ i love you when we would sing together in the car.
♥ i love you when you would turn to me when riding just to make sure im okay.
♥ i love you eventhough you're always late.
♥ i love you when we would laugh at each other's silliness.
♥ i love you when you would send me right infront of my doorstep each and everytime.
♥ i love you when you would wave at me by e window without fail before going home.
♥ i love you cause you are my bestfriend forever.
♥ i love you when you're mad at me for reaching home 5 mins late.
♥ i love you when you would climb e stairs wit me knowing how much you hate it.
♥ i love you when you play wit my hair.
♥ i love you when we would ask for forgiveness every syawal.
♥ i love you when you would call me by my name when ure angry.
♥ i love you when you gave me your raincoat instead of you wearing it knowing that it gonna rain and you wouldn't want me to fall sick.
♥ i love you for e everyday random messages.
♥ i love you when you would tolerate my whining and always there for me when i'm having my mensus cramp.
♥ i love you when we could just sit and talk about everything.
♥ i love you cause you cared.
♥ i love you cause you love me.

I would dearly dedicate this post to my loved one, Hilfi Zulkarnain. For he, has always been my pillar of strength and guidance. keeping me happy and safe, loved and sane. (: in conjuction with our 24th today, above are e 24 reasons why i love you. trust me, i have more than that. :). Happy 24th monthsary dear. I will always love you, now and forever. And like wat you said earlier, moga kita dirahmati Allah dan kekal hingga ke akhir hayat. Insya-allah.. (:

♥ Loves
ShidahDee

2009-12-14T13:36:00.006+08:00

So we're judging you? Really? Seriously, get your facts right before you start telling people things that have NEVER even taken place. Just because we were talking about schools and future, you assumed we're judging you?? like wth. If that's how you felt, you can jolly tell us direct in the face and we could politely change e topic for you. but why must you bitched about us behind that computer screen of ures?! You noe it didn't happen but why must you lied?? Assumption is different from facts. We didn't judge you and it has always been that way. It's just you. like seriously. don't make it sound as if you're e victim here! stop being pathetic! grow up will ya?? i've always been patient with you throughout our friendship but right now, you've gone too far. why can't you see all e effort that i've put in, in being there for you when there's noone?? you are absurb! really. you said that you don't care if you were to lose any of us and that you got your hunny and family. really?? don't make me laugh! there you go. you have ure say, and this is mine! after this, if you were to say im mean and watsoever, just so you know, you made me! and oh, if u think i've hurt u in writing all this, seriously u have NO idea how hurt i am when reading ures. so what right now? you want to print screen what i've just said and paste it in your blog? by all means, go ahead. it won't affects me at all. this will be my first and last say to you. i wouldn't stoop so low as to continue this stupid thing of yours. period.

2009-12-11T15:11:00.000+08:00

I guess that’s the point of it all. You don't care. How I hope that one day you will realised that those people you don't care about are e ones that are always been there for you. And those people you cared so much about, don't give a shit about you. At all.

- ShidahDee

2009-12-11T14:52:00.002+08:00

“ Where the heart is willing, it will find a thousand ways. Where it is unwilling, it will find a thousand excuses."

— Arlen Price

2009-12-11T09:47:00.005+08:00

when you have the courtesy of saying people names like bodoh, belo, kental, selengeh and such. not only u hurt that someone but believe me, it also acts as a doa for you. ketahuilah, allah s.w.t itu maha adil dan saksama. (:

- shidahDee

2009-12-08T11:28:00.002+08:00

prettyyyy!!
i want to be e princess in yellow/gold gown wit e lovely brown hair!! (:

2009-12-07T09:36:00.013+08:00

♥ today's post gonna be very long-winded. serious2! it will. haha. :p

as i was craving for long john's breakfast badly, and i really mean badly, i dragged love wit me there last saturday morning to grab our all-time favourite, double turkey bacon & texas chicken!! seeing is believing. just by looking at them, i felt happy. hahahaha! betol2, tak tipu. :p . and apart frm that, i m proud that love is able to woke up that early for me.. bab nyer budak nie kan susah nak bangun pagi.. ish3..

so wit a happy stomach, we proceeded on to peranakan museum for e flea market. that was e initial plan, since i wanted to go there so much. but lil did i know, e museum is opened for free on that day! so since we were early and most of e flea market shops have yet to open, we visited e museum. (: . i dunch know but i think e peranakans' has this unique culture of both chinese and malay. but unfortunately, after gg thru all e levels, we still have no idea on e origin of e peranakans'. hahaha! cause first, we don't bother to read much and second we were just awed by e pretty pretty items being displayed. :p. sadly, after gg all that, e flea market shops were still on e verge of getting everything out frm their bags and sort so we went off, too lazy to wait for another mere second.

orchard was nice. grabbed a few stuff and a nice meal with love at our usual, far east thai restaurant. i like e food there especially e sambal belacan! (: e time when we were playing games like 'set3, mi3', 'pepsi cola 123', and things like that while waiting for our food arrival were HILARIOUS! non-stop laughing. ((: . when e food arrived, love kept toking about some sites he chanced upon e other day. he kept toking and toking and for e first time ever, i finished my food before him. lol.

sunday, e 6th. went out wit e family to a wedding which is just under my void deck. was salam-ing e makciks, whom i don't really know of neither have i seen them. why? caused my mum salam-ed them so my sister and me just followed lorr.. pandai tak? ahahaha! ;p and what shocked me is that cik Nur is also there to be e DJ for that day.. he did told me regarding his freelance job and whatnots but never did i expect to bump into him unda my blk! haha, wat a small world yeah? (: he's my collegue fyi. (:

in e afternoon, my plan to have a surprise advance celebration for mum were on babeh! first stop, to e massage parlour where she had e foot reflexology and shoulder & back massage. she was soo cute caused it's her first time there. kakak and me had ours too. sakit okay.. i don't like. hmphf!! and2, in order to make my mum surprised, i have to lied to her all e way until e end. haha! kecian betol. very gulible la she. everyone in e family including love were all involved in e acting process. lol!

while mum is having her massage, i secretly met wit love to buy her e birthday cake for dinner later on at chai chee seafood restaurant which i've reserved few days ago. (: so after done wit e massage sessions and doing some errands, my mum askd:

mum: sidah, skg nak gi mkn kan? nak mkn katner, mak nak telefon abah kasi tau..
me: sape bilang mak kita nak gi mkn?? *buat muka tak tau* lepas nie kita balik la mak..
mum: tak gi mkn?.. mak ingat nak gi mkn tadi.. bab tu mak tak masak hari nie.. *muka sedih*
me: kita nak gi mkn nak buat ape ehk? apelah mak nie..
mum: kan slalu birthday mak korang blanje mkn.. *suara sedih*
me: takdelah.... birthday mak biler eh??

keciankan my mum... hahaha! i m very evil. :p

love fetched us and e plan was to fetch abah kat bwh blk while abg n my younger brother naik motor bab tak muat. so while in e car, my mum called my dad asking what he wan to eat and like mengadu to him la kita tak gi mkn and all.. for a moment, i tot my dad will like spoilt e plan la but no! (: he played along saying that anything will do. hahahaha!! cute la nie dua orang. love, sister and me were all laughing quietly.

then when we arrived at e carpark, unfortunately my dad is not there yet so love, kakak and me kene act la sikit.. mum asked us what we want to eat caused she's gg to buy at Rasa2 foodcourt so we said la we want that la we want this la. haha! she actually believed us and was about to jln when abah turun already. then all went into e car back and mak was like ape korang nie. main2 pulak nyer.. and she smiled. (:

in e car, my mum were asking if abg and my younger brother naik motor eh. i was like nolah, dorang tak ikot. dua2 nak kluar nanti.. hee hee.. :p. to make things short, when abg and aman arrived, she was like tipu mak ehh... hahahaha!! very cute! (: and2! e dishes were uber deliciOus! (:. happy. happy.

and today is her official birthday. Happy Birthday mak.. semoga panjang umur, murah rezeki and sihat2 selalu.. moga2 bahagia disamping orang2 tersayang.. Amin.. ((:

♥ Loves
ShidahDee

P/s: no picture yo. hahaha. :P and i told ya it's gonna be long... hee hee. one more thing, yesterday i did manicure wit Thila. saya suka sesangat!! ((:

2009-12-03T14:07:00.001+08:00

"The very least you can do in your life is figure out what you hope for. And the most you can do is live inside that hope. Not admire it from a distance, but live right in it, under its roof."

- Barbara Kingsolver

2009-12-03T14:01:00.001+08:00

“ A word to the wise ain't necessary - it's the stupid ones that need the advice."

-Bill Cosby

2009-12-03T11:48:00.001+08:00

2009-12-02T16:41:00.002+08:00

“ Wait for the person who pursues you, the one who will make an ordinary moment seem magical, the kind of person who brings out the best in you and makes you want to be a better person. Wait for the person who will be your best friend, the only person who will drop everything to be with you at any time no matter what the circumstances. Wait for the person who makes you smile like no one else and when they smile you know they need you. Wait for the person who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweat and a t-shirt, but appreciates it when you get dressed up for them. Most of all wait for the person who will put you at the center of their universe, because that’s where you belong."

— Unknown

Via: LittleMiss

2009-12-02T11:11:00.002+08:00

Who is that girl I see

Staring straight

Back at me?

Why is my reflection someone

I don’t know?

Somehow I cannot hide

Who I am

Though I’ve tried

When will my reflection show

Who I am inside?

2009-12-02T10:39:00.003+08:00

♥ via: nostalgicbliss.tumbler

e sad thing is it is true. :(.
but i'm sure everything is gonna be alright
insya-allah.. (:

2009-12-01T13:27:00.001+08:00

♥
"Love is not a matter of counting the years, but making the years count"

2009-11-30T10:53:00.009+08:00

Weekends movie marathon ♥

Rate out of 5: ♥

Watched 'A Christmas Carol' wit e cousins and sister last saturday. Things were caught up and it's just our unfortunate that we got seats 2 rows from e screen and mind you, we were watching it in 3D! -_-' . keroh mata aku. lol. so at e end of e day, all of us were having neck pain and an additional headace for me. poor thing right.. :(

I really think 'A chrismas carol' is a duplicate of 'Girlfriends of the past' wit e 3 ghosts and things like that. soo dissappointing.. and to top it up, e effects were not that great for a 3D lorr.. if i know, i would have watch e normal version of it and will not have this feeling that i've been cheated of my money. hmphf!! dontttt likeee!!!

Rate out of 5: ♥ ♥ ♥

sunday, met wit love in e late afternoon to have a simple 'US' outing. (: headed to tampines GV to catched the Twilight saga New Moon!!! *do a happy dance*. haha, love couldn't understand e story that well cause he has yet to watch e first episode of e movie and read e books. so yeap, as a fan of Twilight and a helpful gf, i did try to explain bits of e story here and there to let him have a gist of e movie in a better way. unfortunately, it didn't help. literally. he felt bored watching it halfway, he dozed off. HAHA! wat e heck. *slap forehead*

e movie were a so so. i dunch know but i think reading e book is so much interesting than watching e movie. *shrug*. perhaps e book consists a lot more of details and such. and2! i don't like e fact that e ending end wit a 'Will you marry me?'. pfftttt!!!

apart frm that, i don't understand why must Bella said this to Jacob:

'I love you. but don't make me choose between you two cause it has always been him (referring to Edward)'.

wat e heck! U're giving him hope and all that but yet u're e one who crushed him at e same time. kecian si budak Jacob nie.. hahaha, i am so emotional. :p

Loves
ShidahDee

2009-11-24T13:18:00.003+08:00

This was taken at maifadilah jumadi's facebook. (:
nie gambar da boleh buat jadi primary school nyer picture oral okay.

'In this picture, i can see a boy who is forcing e girl in blue to take a photo.
In my opinion, i think he's a very naughty boy and should be cane.'

:p

2009-11-22T13:33:00.009+08:00

Saturday - 21 Nov '09
bedok mkn place.fort canning.botanic.east coast mkn place.crossword puzzle. (:

e actual plan was supposedly to just head down to botanic garden but since love didn't noe exactly where it's situated and still waiting for reply from his friends, we dropped by fort canning for awhile. i still remembered e last time i was there, i was either in pri or sec schl. e place didn't changed at all. and eventually, there were a malay wedding being held there at e fort canning centre. first time pe. lol. how far can a wedding be sey but then again e deco and all were soo grant and beautiful! it definitely envied me but not to an extent that i too want to held my wedding there la. haha. o gosh, e place is soo far away! kecian makcik2 yang datang nanti. :p and also i wouldn't want a wedding that is so extravagant and extra in everything else that at e end of e day, money became a problem for husband and me. a simple beautiful wedding is enough. :). haha, gatal! :P

see e wallet shop bag? it consists of biscuits that love brought frm home. cute kan?! hahaha!

so after our journey at e fort canning, love finally got e exact direction to botanic from kak yana. so that was our next pit stop. veryy happy! :) apparently, that was my first time there and yes it was soo beautiful. i love e beautiful scenery, e beautiful flowers, e beautiful lake and all! and e botanic garden was so big that we need a map to go around and we managed to covered almost every place there. (: we are so like tourists yesterday. haha. fun.fun.fun. (:

i found these swans at e swan lake. that was my first time seeing them at such a close up distant. those swans are not afraid of us human! haha, great or wat. :) dorang datang sendiri okay kat kiter. hehe. they're really beautiful creatures aren't they? :) more pixs at fb aite? haha, it has been ages since i've updated my fb. wat e heck. :p

after botanic, headed to east coast to grab a feast! everything is so sedap when one's hungry. haha! last but not least, as our usual routine, crossword puzzle! :)

thanks dear for e wonderful saturday. guess this is what dream is made of. just you and me.
I love You, Hilfi Zulkarnain. :)

Loves
ShidahDee

2009-11-20T13:42:00.002+08:00

I know
it's hard to be reconciled
not everything is exactly
the way it ought to be

but please turn around
and step into the future
leave memories behind
enter the land of hope

__ Zbigniew Herbert, from A Life

2009-11-18T14:02:00.003+08:00

via: Caturday

Saw this at one of e site.
if i see this girl, i'm gonna grab her by e head just like how she did it to e cat.

2009-11-17T13:55:00.001+08:00

can't wait! can't wait!

speaking of which, i wonder if huda dah abis bace ke belom buku twilight dier.
da berzaman nie. hee hee hee.. :p

2009-11-16T09:48:00.005+08:00

Love and me together with Izyan and her friend attended Dreams II, a production proudly organised by TP Production Crew and was supported by Student & Alumni Affairs, at Temasek Polytechnic on Friday e 13th. Erm, it didn't really turned out that great for overall performance i would say. Personally, i think e show was kinda messy and with e No-story-line based, it bores me. no offence but it's e harsh truth. But there are of course some who did put up beautiful pieces of performance(s) like e SNTians, e hip hop crew(s) and e Salvo (not sure if i remembered e group's name correctly but yeah should be it) people. At least there's something worth my time going after a tiring day at work and such.

Moving on, Saturday was spent wit love. Watched 2010 at Lido's. Fantastic! Classic theatre was gorgeous and movie was breath-taking! I really3 love e movie and was extremely attached to it till i cried everytime e sad part came to scene. O wow, u guys should go and catch e movie someday cause it really3 worth e time and money. (:

Rating: 9/10

Saturday was also in conjuction wit our 23rd monthsary which falls on e 15th. (: A day well spent with him. I m proud at how far we've gone tho there's certainly e up's and down of it. and am glad he's still here wit me by my side and pray that he forever will, always. (: i mean life has it's uncertainty and we can't expect everything to go our way isn't it? worst, we don't even noe what our future brings. but hoping and certainly praying is not a crime to begin with. (: looking forward for 15th December! ((: *jump around*

Sunday e 15th was a simple day spent wit sister and small cousin, Nurul. Had a simple shopping spree, a simple lunch and a simple walk about. Everything was simply spent but i still love it. (: e only one thing i HATE about my sunday is to see thousands of those foreigners flooding tanjong katong, ct plaza, malay village and such. What more at e lucky plaza and orchard. My sister and I totally felt like we were in some kind of red district which led us to feel very much disgusted and annoyed. I really3 hope e government will stop bringing in more foreigners and send half of them back to each of their individual countries. I don't know when they will realise that they are making Singaporeans' life a nuisance by having soo much of them yet so little of us.

That's about everything i guess. (:

Loves
ShidahDee

2009-11-12T09:30:00.003+08:00

Sun rays come down as seen when they hit the ground,
Children spinning around till they fall down down down.
I wait for you: it's been two hours now,
You're still somewhere in town,
Your dinners getting cold.
I rest my case you are always this late,
And you know how much I hate waiting around 'round 'round,

Bitter heart, bitter heart tries to keep it all inside,
Bitter heart, bitter heart shadows will help you try to hide,
Bitter heart, my bitter heart is gettin' just a little fragile,
Bitter heart, bitter heart of mine.
And then you come and tell me the same reason as you did yesterday,
~~So tell me whats her name.~~

Doo doo da dum, doo doo da dum, doo doo doo doo doo doo da da dum dum, da da da da dum, da da da da dum, da da da da dum.
Bitter heart, bitter heart tries to keep it all inside
Bitter heart, bitter heart shadows will help you try to hide,
Bitter heart, my bitter heart is just getting a little fragile,
Bitter heart, bitter heart of mine, of mine, of mine, of mine, of mine, of mine.

that song above is dedicated to my love. he's like forever late can.. hmphfffff!!!
now, my plan is to memorise this Zee Avi's lyrics and sing it to him every single day just to irritate him. maybe miracle will happen someday or another. haha! how bout that? :p

Hilfi Zulkarnain, ini betol2! bukan main2! hmphf!
i doubt he will even read this. :(

2009-11-11T11:22:00.008+08:00

via: sweethomestyle

sweet isn't it? if only it's in PINK. :p

alhamdulilah.. yesterday was nothing but good news to me us, that is after soo much of waiting and wasting of our time there and after making me drank like almost 15 cups of water just because they kept saying my bladder is still empty and pressurised me to drink cup after cup and to walk around e hospital so that my bladder will be full in no time. *say everything unda one breath* hmphf! this is what i called child abuse. hahaha! :p okay2, i noe.. it worth e time isn't it? stop whinning shidah. (:

My mum. she's certainly relieved knowing that im alright and healthy as ever! haha.

so what was the most romantic thing that my love did yesterday? that was when after we left e hospital which is located at bukit timah and were already heading towards eunos when i suddenly remembered that i forgot to ask for mc and was throwing him and mum my mogok face. and at that moment of time, he actually did a u-turn and heads towards bukit timah back. he knew how to make me back to e happy gal i was. hee hee hee!.. :p i don't know. if i were him and he was me, i would just drive home. takmo layan pompan nie. nyahaha! guess that is why i m bornt to be a gal. :p

i really can't thank him enough for he will always takes a time off his busy schedule as and when i needed him. he will go to dat extra length just to see me smile. just look at how much sacrifices he had done for me all this while. never once did i feel neglected by him. i m totally grateful to have him and treasure him dearly. I love you Hilfi Zulkarnain! (:

so tell me people, how can i stay alive when he starts serving NS which is like in a few mnths time? :((. e tot of him leaving makes me devastated. how i wish i am able to tag along wit him. pretty pls? :(

so mushy is it? okay, let's proceed on. haha.

so anw, a happy birthday to my two wonderful cousins, surati & his younder brother iwan!
their special date was yesterday to be exact. how convenience, sibling yet having e same date for their birthday.(: da mcm kembar nie dua anak. haha. hope u guys ~~like~~ love ure individual birthday token frm me & family. (:

lately, i've been thinking of moving to other blog journal, u noe just to see if it's greener on e other side. but then after much 'persuasion' frm this dearly blogspot of mine, i've decided to stay. (: she's not as bad as wat others claimed to be. yeah? yeah. (:

one more thing to add on before i end this post. really, i HATE drivers who do not noe how to give signal as and when they're needed. i suggest they go back and take e refresher course so that they'll stop making people's life a nuisance.

okay, done! (:
end

Loves
ShidahDee

2009-11-09T11:32:00.001+08:00

Emma Watson is soo cantikk! Gorgeously her. (:

2009-11-08T18:36:00.009+08:00

Weekend with love ♥
Saturday - Marina Square Qiji Popiah Mc Cafe Cheesecake Shoppping laughter and most important lots of love :)

Sunday - Bf's friend wedding. :)

Love ♥
ShidahDee

2009-11-07T13:18:00.000+08:00

“ Jodoh terbagi kepada tiga.

Yang pertamanya, dikatakan jodoh dari Syaitan. Kamu berdua berkenalan, berpegangan tangan. Dan terus buat maksiat. Akhirnya syuhadah mengandung. Baru kamu menikah.

Yang keduanya, jodoh dari Jin. Kamu berdua berkenalan. Kamu sukakan syuhadah, tapi syuhadah tak suka kan kamu. Kamu bomohkan dan syihirkan, agar syuhadah suka kepada kamu. Dan kamu berdua menikah.

Dan yang ketiganya, jodoh daripada ALLAH. Kamu berdua berpandangan mata, terus menusuk ke kalbu. Kamu terus meminang syuhadah, dan syuhadah terima pinangan kamu. Dan kamu berdua menikah. Insya-Allah, berkekalan hingga ke akhir hayat. Dan itulah dikatakan Syurga Cinta. "

— syurga cinta

2009-11-07T13:11:00.002+08:00

Sophie: We’ll never leave each other.
Julien: Never.

-- movieoftheday
Love me if you dare

2009-11-06T09:23:00.003+08:00

" Jadilah seorang wanita dalam bekas kaca, yang sukar disentuh.
Hanya orang yang mampu sahaja yang memilikinya."

-- Syurga Cinta

2009-10-27T09:26:00.009+08:00

My instinct told me yesterday that bf has something up his sleeves and that he's gonna give me a surprise by fetching me caused apparently it's his off day. so i purposely called his mobile at 5:25pm to spoil his so called surprise. hee hee!

me: hello?
him: *pretending to yawn* hello.. ( in a pretending sleepy voice)
me: where are you? (pretending to asked when i already knew. :p)
him: at home.. baru jek bangun tido nie.. (pretending to stretch)
me: o yeke... dengar2 kat bilik boleh dengar bunyi enjin krete ngan motor eh. pandai2..
him: hmphf!!!!
me: ahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!

pretending.pretending.and more pretending. lol.

Very funny! So many times he wanna give me a surprise yet again and again i'm being such a spoiler. wakaka!!! Girl's Instinct! :))

soo happy to meet him! went to have our dinner at New Hawa Seafood Restaurant and off to play swing at Changi beach. fun.fun.fun. :D!

to more surprise-tak-menjadi k?! haha.

i M craving for maggi soup! so gonna eat it tonight. :)

♥ Loves
shidahDee

2009-10-25T13:15:00.006+08:00

Saturday - Collegues, Family & Love Affair ♥

What can be more dreading than to wake up on a Saturday morning and go to work. hmphf! but i am lucky that i won't be seeing e nyonyas but instead e fun click(s) like Thila, Dahlia, Cik Nur and his son and Mr Yap. :). In fact, i don't feel like i'm working on that day. haha. e things that i did on that day was basically helping out cik nur tidying up e cupboard which is full of heavy files, jalan2 carik makan with Thila and Fauzi aka Nanan (Cik Nur's son), games in e office, laugh and more laughter. haha, how bout that. keke.

so here's a short random conversation with Fauzi:

me: Nanan, Aunty Thila lawa tak?
him: Lawa! kakak pun lawa jugak.
me: Kakak pun lawa? den btwn Aunty Thila and Kakak, sape lagi lawa?
him: erm.. dua2!

ahahahaha!!! :p

So that was wit the collegues. Next, went out with my parents and bf to my uncle's bbq pit (dad's side) at changi. my dad were so kanchiong to reach there but ended up very early. and i really mean very early okay. noone is there yet except for teha, her bf and brother. no food. nothing. hmphf! hungry me equal to angry me! ahaha! :P so apparently, teha's bf turned out to be bf's neighbour (same blk). What a small world yah? :) gosh.

so after awhile, the organisers finally arrived. I really love e barbequed ayam percik! fingers licking gooood! :). I loike..! Unfortunately, bf and I can't hang around long enough cause we had already set aside that day for our date. Just e two of us. :)

Two newlyweds Adjie and Astrid, along with three of their best mates decide to have an interstate road trip as a last attempt to reconcile Adjie with his estranged younger sister Ladya. Their drive is, however, cut abruptly when they run into Maya, a strange girl who wanders aimlessly out of nowhere into their path. Maya introduces Adjie and friends to her courteous blue-blooded mother, Darah, an ageless enigma of a woman. Darah insists that they should stay for a feast. This is when the night turns into a crimson-hell for them where one by one, they are slaughtered. Everybody will bleed and the dark of
night has never looked so red.

Headed to Vivo to watched Darah. Wow, very nail(s) bitting and awfully gruesome. Very brutal.
o man, i pity bf's hand. ahaha!
My personal rating would be 4/5. :)
go watch k? worth ure money.

After a week of not seeing each other, we both went mad. while waiting for movie to open for seating, we were seating one corner, bitching about people and laughing like nobody's business. and we're still laughing in e cinema while waiting for e show to starts.
to conclude, we were both happy people. :))

can't wait for more dates to come ya love?!

♥ Loves
ShidahDee

2009-10-23T16:22:00.002+08:00

my mind is in a whirl right now. i'm not sure if i should grab that opportunity and go with e flow or to just let it go and wait for another opportunities to knock on my door. i do not want to let go of something and to ended up regret in e long run. o please god, guide me.. should i give it a shot?

to let go or not to? to let go or not to?
darn. i'm confused. like forever. *roll eyes*

on a lighter note, i can't wait to meet up wit love tmr after a full one week of not meeting each other. it's like as if i'm having a dry run rehersal of what it's gonna like when he's in NS. hmphf!
i don't favour e tots of him serving NS, which is like in a few months time la.. :(
okay2 i rephrase. i don't favour e tots of him serving NS, which is in NEXT YEAR la. there you go.. sounds soo much better isn't it? hehe. :p

klah, guess that's about it. toddles!
happy weekend! :)

Loves
ShidahDee

i have so much to give. but maybe it's not e right time yet. or is it?

2009-10-19T21:07:00.004+08:00

18.10.09 - Impak Maksima e Musical

I've went to a ballet performance, dance competition and all but i shall admit that this is my virgin trip to watched malay musical at esplanade theatre wit love. and that first time experience was unexplainable. it was drop-dead-gerekk to say anything. :) i loike it soo much! looking forward to e next musical. :))

Impak Maksima - the Musical traces the life of DK, a carefree young man whose only passion was illegal street car racing. His life changes when he falls in love with sweet Ika, who turns out to be the younger sister of his racing rival. Thus began a series of confrontations and competitions on and off the street.

this pic above was taken illegally. opps! ahaha! i only managed to take one when e security gal stop me. hmph!
degil betol si anak nie. lol! :p

Presenting e person who makes e musical a success. e famous malaysian director/producer, Ahmad Idham! :) Wow! can't believe i actually took a photo wit him. it's like a childhood dream. ahaha! nolah.. kidding. :p but yeah, this is like once in a lifetyme. Alhamdulilah..

those are taken when we are Q-ing for their autograph. sungguh semangat kental. ahaha!

e real drifter/hero of e day. :) bf is head over heel for him.. keke!

so above are basically are all e cast for Impak Maksima. o my, i took a picture wit
Kamal aka DK (in green and black sweater) lehh.. got his autograph wit a heart shape somemore.. *faint* kekeke!

in short, Impak Maksima is really worth e money. Sungguh gerekkkk! :D
now, i nak tgk citer DARAH can?..

Loves
ShidahDee

2009-10-19T19:58:00.007+08:00

4 guys, 4 girls, 2 toddlers & 3 cars
17.10.09

Last saturday was our last kopek for beraya, and that was wit bf's poly mates. it had been 2 years straight rayer-ing wit them and i'm soo loving it! really. cause at e end of e day, friendship is wat i've found. :)

Mai & Shidah

Fiqah & Shidah

even tho muker ku maintain dlm gambar, tangan menggeleter babe.. ahaha! Naura weighs 13kg okay.. wat do u expect. tapi tetap seronok.. lol! :p

so above are all e couples for that day except for e black(s). haha. just a cute coincidence on that day. *wink*

macaroni soup, mee goreng, roti cicah daging cincang, teh susu, F&N all are LOVED! :)
i can't believe how much i missed them already.

few more days and it's end of rayer.. sob. sob. :(
fast isn't it? i guess e same too. but looking at e brighter side of it, i'm glad i've lots of beautiful memories this rayer with e family, relatives, boyfriend, old friends and new friends. :).
another chapter had gone by. looking forward to other beautiful chapter in my life. Insyallah.. :)
sayang korang smua!

Loves
ShidahDee

2009-10-16T19:32:00.005+08:00

Been spending wit e gf (s) this week. :). o my, it was great!

to start it off, had my weekly jogging on tuesday with love thila. :)). she's my personal nyonya! a pretty one okay! ahaha! apart frm that, she's also my jogging kakis, my partner in crime ( that is in office la) and my laughing gas. :). even tho i've just known her for few months, we are soo much alike. so it's like i have known her like forever. :)

this 2 people above is my office love (s)! without them, my day wouldn't be as enjoyable and full of laughter. love love them! :)

wednesday, dinner wit love izyan. :)). hope you like e dress babe. :)

thursday & friday, gift and job hunting wit love amaliah. :)) . thnks babe for e company. loves.

so that's about it. not going into details tho. heh.

can't wait for tmr's jalan rayer wit love's poly friends. :)
and2! sooo sexcited for sunday's event cum celebrating our 22nd monthsary! :D
i m in love wit my week this week. keke.
gonna update you soon aite peeps?

till then, have a groovy weekend and happy deepavali!

Loves
ShidahDee

2009-10-13T22:12:00.003+08:00

Faradina Mohd. Nadzir - Malaysian Idol
12/10/09

saw her at e Esplanade.
i'm amazed at myself for taking a photo wit her. cause, all my life, if i were to bumped wit e local talent (s), i would have just ignored. wakaka!
i want to meet Ziana Zain can..? hehe. :p

Loves
ShidahDee

2009-10-12T16:06:00.003+08:00

aku dibius CINTA :))

When you have to look away

When you dont have much to say

Thats when I love you

I love you, just that way

To hear you stumble when you speak

Or see you walk with two left feet

Thats when I love youI love you, endlessly

And when your mad cuz you lost a game

Forget Im waiting in the rain

Baby i love you,I love you anyway

Heres my promise made tonight

You can count on me for life

Thats when i love you

When nothing you do can change my mind

The more I learn, The more I love

The more my heart cant get enough

Thats when I love you, no matter what

So when you turn to hide your eyes

Cause the movie it made you cry

Thats when I love you

I love you a little more each time

And when you cant quite match your clothes

Or when you laugh at your own jokes

Thats when I love you

I love you, more than youll know

And when you forget that we had a date

Or that look that you get when you show up late

Baby I love you, I love you anyway

Heres my promise made tonight

You can count on me for life

Thats when i love you

No matter what

ASYLN

2009-10-11T20:41:00.003+08:00

Dear Sunday - 11 Oct 09,

saw e new addition to e family today. :). he is soo small and cute..!
and by looking at his photos below, he does noes how to posed. ahaha! mcm tau jek orang nak amik gambar dia. lol! and this is my cousin ok.. jgn pandai2 nak kasi aku pangkat auntie. bleargh!

and believe me or not, my cat ate my shoes. like wat e hell. hmphf!!

Loves
ShidahDee

2009-10-11T00:42:00.003+08:00

Rayer wit e poly mate(s).
10.10.09

For more pics,

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=127980&id=636476959&saved#/photo.php?pid=3344192&id=636476959

=)

okay, i'm tired. time to snore. ahaha. nyte earth-ling. :)

Loves,
ShidahDee

2009-10-08T21:23:00.009+08:00

CAFE GALILEE IS LOVED! :)

e plan for today was for bf to fetch me and off to KK to see cik gina's baby boy! new comer okay.. :).
but but, mum told me that she went home already earlier today. sob sob.
so no baby to see.. :(

so anw, was told by bf that he will b waiting at e mrt station since we are gg by public today due to certain circumstances. ahaha. there, i saw him at e control station and he was actually asking for e way to KK like a lost soul can.. cute right.. haha. but gosh, i feel bad for him. :(. kecian dia. sungguh2 nak tgk baby but end up dissappointed. ahaha! and e moment i broke e news to him, he went pouting. =p. lol!

so off we went to cafe galilee at bedok. :). food was yummy! i am sure we gonna hit there again and try e other listed food on their menu. :)). sungguh sedappp!

.and one of e reason why i love him is because he can be soo much bitch-er than me. ahahaha!! i love you baby. :))

......................................................................................

7 Oct 2009
MENDAKICLUB EID GATHERING' 09

that was my first time attending any Mendaki event and it was great. erm supposedly. haha! so anw, e theme was Arabic and omygosh e deco was beautiful! :)). e food looks good too i should admit but maybe my tekak and izyan's are not really into arab food. like wat she said, if we were to live there, we would have died. ahahaha! =p.
one experience never be forgotten all thnks to izyan.. :))

Loves
ShidahDee

my advise is kalau belum masanyer untuk pakai tudung, kalau masih perangai macam ****, bukak je tudung tu kay? Don't waste time. :)

2009-10-06T20:14:00.004+08:00

~Cintaku bukanlah cinta biasa jika kamu yang memilikinya~ Afghan

thanks to bf, i m able to watched theuglytruth yesterday after work! :D. sungguh exciitteedd okayy..! ahaha!

story was yeah kinda good i should say. but to me, not to e extent of great. phm? haha.

but it doesn't matter. as long bf is wit me, nothing else matter. mcm phm.. hahaha! :)

Loves
ShidahDee

P/S so today both me and bf are sick.. how? sehati sejiwa tak? ahaha! :p

2009-10-06T19:18:00.004+08:00

Sunday -- 4th Oct 09

First pit stop, my mum's sepupu house. Those two are e cucu(s) so that make them my erm niece and nephew? is it? haha, i'm soo confused. maklumla, nmpknyer setahun sekali.. haha. nie dua budak very cute! :) First photo was taken by e handsome boy in orange yang tengah isap botol susu tu. lol! :)) anw, only managed to invade 1 house wit e fam cause i got plans wit amal. :)

so met wit baby and off we went to amaliah's crib. which proceeded on to e next crib and to e next. :)

even tho there's only four of us, jalan rayer still meriah wit me! no doubt. wakakaka! :p

huda's house. :)

can't wait for e rest jalan rayer wit e friends. :)

baby, thanks for driving us around. soo helpful of you! keke. okay2, i'm lucky to have you. :)
i love you pi! :D

2009-10-01T16:03:00.007+08:00

i swear i m still having headace due to e tremors this morning. :(
e effect is still there. soo pening..
ini bkn satu tabiat ngade2 okay tapi satu kenyataan.. ahahaha!
on top of that, i too will easily get air, land and sea sick.
that's me if u guys shld noe. keke.
so kalau nak honeymoon later in future, terpaksalah di singapore sahaja. :P
NOT!! takmo kasi chance to my future husband. hehe.
hopefully i'm able to go to europe. :). kalau tak jejak europe, australia pun jadi lah.. :))
*berangan jauh2* lol! :p

so right now, i think i betta bring a container full of sweets in case of emergency. cases like when i'm feeling dizzy/bored/sleepy/hungry/cant-be-bothered/angry,

i can just pop one sweet or maybe sweet(s) into my mouth. brilliant! :p
i'm soo gonna do that tmr! :D

kay, so today i'm gonna go wit my weekly routine which is to go exercise. but this time not wit Thila, my jogging kakis, but instead wit amaliah. haha. tu budak dah 2 tahun tak exercise. naik lemak eh!
ahahaha! :P but i bet u gonna love it. :))
tapikan... gi exercise weekly pon tak turun2 berat badan..
kecian ehk? :p

end.

Loves
ShidahDee

2009-09-29T20:54:00.010+08:00

Dear 29.09.09,

oh dear. somebody tell me how long have i not update this blog! haha!
i've soo many things to rant about but not sure if i could squeeze everything here. takot2, halfway type, penyakit malas pun dtg. bleargh. :P
but first.....

HAPPY 23rd BIRTHDAY TO NURUL AMALIAH!! :))

Happy Birthday to you babe! Mudah-mudahan dipanjangkan umur, murah rezeki dan bahagia disamping orang2 tersayang! :) Don't be sad bout things that do not happen but to be grateful wit wat you already have and e people around you aite? :) Loves. *hug tight2*

Okay next! Selamat Hari Raya people! haha. dah seminggu lebih baru nak wish eh. perangai sey nie anak. wakaka!! :P
to sape2 yang byk dosa ngan aku, aku dah maafkan daa.. ahahaha! :p
saya suka hari rayer! (sing) *Lebaran.. bla bla bla.. Lebaran.. bla bla bla...* haha! tak tau lyrics.. kwang3.. anw, first day of rayer is surely missed.. :(. e takbir rayer to e bermaaf-maafan to everything else..
sob. sob. :(. takbir rayer is very merdu okay. i loike. *thumbs up* :)

so here are few of e rayer piccas! e rest at facebook okay? e balance, malas nak upload okay? okay.

e best part was, im happily back wit him again. :)) alhamdulilah.. i'm glad we got thru those bad times together. Shidah sayang pi sangat2! :) Pi pun sayang shidah jugak kan?! i noe.. hahaha! :p

okay, done wit e rayer story. now, i wanna wish my younger brother and kak dahlia a happy belated birthday!! :)) that was yesterday. 28.09.09 :)

had a mini-surprise-birthday-celebration-yang-tak-menjadi-sangat-tapi-oklah for my brother. heh. hoped he likes it and not to forget e gifts! :) penat tu aku carik. setelah bekali-kali bertawaf kat city hall and setelah byk membuat calculation. kan izyan?! kan3?! ahaha! i lazy nak upload gambar can? hehe.

for kak dahlia, hope u love e choc! you kan suker choc.. *wink*

DIY gift by me. haha! cantik tak?! :p

and guess wat? this year i've actually experienced e feeling of being in a F1 atmosphere! :)) thnks to my dear izyan! haha. very e bising plus memekak okay tapi best!! :D
gambar kat facebook kay? :)

if i were to mention everything here, this post wouldn't end isn't it? so i'll just end it here. :)

till then take care.

Loves
ShidahDee

P/S semalam i pms la.. yatie, i'm not angy at u. cumer tersinggung sikit. haha! can't help being petty la. my pms day. :p okay aku sayang ko! :)

2009-09-26T14:33:00.003+08:00

i'm gonna update soon peeps! gonna wait until blogger is well again. :)

2009-09-15T14:25:00.007+08:00

Day 13

when u hope, be prepared to be hurt

.this post gonna be a lil bit word-y. bare wit me okay?.

this year ramadan is rather fast don't you think so? sunday is already rayer and i've yet to do all those cleaning and everything. and not to forget, my baju is still stuck at e tailor. and for kuih rayer, tu lagi haprak. haha. 2 botol kuih da ditelan by my family. one is e one given by cik asmah and e other given by dad's friend. haha! so i've decided not to buy kuih anymore until sat night, wit e help of my younger brother. :). kan ader lelong by the time. :)). and those that i've bought, im gonna seal them. ahahaha! ;p

i don't have e time.. seriously. work is taking so much of my space and by e time i'm home, i'll be dead tired to do anything. not even iftar-ing wit friends. this year, mood kinda low too. *shrug* but lucky me, i managed to grab few days to have dinner wit few of my love ones. :). which not included my cousins, which is taking forever to plan, and bf. :( . so i'll leave that to rayer. hopefully, i get to spend more time wit ALL my love ones. yeah? yeah. insyallah..

and even tho my boss hasn't really sign my leave form, u noe wat, i dun care. i've already declared myself on leave from 17th till 22nd. :)). i need that leave to start on my spring cleaning already. hopefully, he will understand my situation. haha! right, mr ong? :))

and yes i noe, i have yet to thank people for their birthday wish, gifts, cards, celebrations and evrything else. saying that, i would like to say a big thank you to you people. :)). from e bottom of my heart. :). i love each and everyone of you. i mean it okay? :) .

right now, i'm not sure if i should ask mr. ong regarding that matter. what u wan me to say?

'look mr.ong, i think i've e abilities that suit that post. except that, i dun have e experience but i can give it a try.. so wat do you say? am i hired?'..

tell me about it. *roll eyes*

and after raya, i THINK i'm ready to go for check up already. i am soo scared history will hit me again. it's not easy okay.. like seriously.

end.

Loves
Shidah Dee

PS i've yet to open ure gift. gonna wait for you.

Nampak tenang

Pada zahirnya

Tapi batin terseksa

Yang terguris tak nampak dimata

Yang terhiris terluka

Sesekali terbit air mata

Tahan sebak didada

2009-09-09T15:48:00.005+08:00

'when i fall in love, it would be forever.'

that phrase, i've been holding on to it firmly few years back.
now?
i believe i still do.

'shidah my dear. i told myself dat if eva i was to win ure heart, i promise to keep
that love burning for a lifetime. i don't just want you to be a short time span that i had in my life.
but i want our picture to be etched in e heavens above.'

you remember that baby?
and that's e reason why i'll wait for you patiently even tho it kills.
ily.
imy.

Loves
Shidah Dee

~~no, i'm not crying..~~

2009-08-28T08:50:00.002+08:00

.i'll update again when i'm at eased wit myself.

.till then take care.

2009-08-23T13:04:00.008+08:00

21st 08 09
Friday
Dinner wit love at Pizza Hut :)

Pizza Hut sungguh sedapp sekali! i loike! :D! Those pasta, spicy drumlets, cheesy beef balls, garlic bread and ice tea. :)). nak post gambar tapi korang2 puasa kan? nanti batal, aku yang dosa. keke. so tak yah lah eh. heh!

so anw, down wit fever for e last 2 days. first few days of puasa da sakit.. cobaan.. haha. im still very much weak tho. pening lalat lain, sakit tekak lain, batuk2 lain. haiz.. nie mesti makan tak agak2 kat pizza hut e other day tau.

den tadi time sahur, my mind was playing this meni-mini-meni-mo game la. either to drag my feet to work or to take mc. guess i did dragged my feet to work today huh? haiz.. how i wish i could just cuddle still in my bed.. den some more e weather was like soo nice gitu kan.. gee, seeing my mum sleeping so nicely make me jealous. hmphf! not fair. tau tadi amik mc jek. :p

so yalor.. that's how i spent my wonderful wkend. me and my fever and my bed wit a wet towel on my forehead. -_-'. how bout that. tapi puasa tetap puasa okayy.. :))

Selamat Menyambut Bulan Ramadhan! :)). May Allah bless ALL my love ones wit good health so as to keep continue fasting. :))

Loves

ShidahDee

P.S: puasa... jangan nak asyik count down for hari raya jek.. baru ramadhan ketiga..

2009-08-18T09:26:00.009+08:00

Relaku menunggu mu,

seribu tahun lama lagi

Tapi benarkah hidup ku kan selama ini

Biar berputar utara selatan

Ku tak putus harapan

Sedia setia...

Relaku mengejar mu seribu batu jauh lagi

Tapi benar kah kaki ku kan tahan sepanjang jalan ini

Biar membisu burung bersiulan

Tenang lah gelombang lautan

Ku masih setia

Ada kah engkau yakin ini cinta

Ada kah engkau pasti ini tuk selama lama nya

Rela ku menunggu mu seribu tahun lama lagi

Tapi benar kah hidup ku kan selama ini

Biar berputar utara selatan

Ku tak putus harapan

Sedia setia

Imran Ajmain is such a great singer. :)). *thumbs up*

bf was being sweet yesterday. during our phone conversation, he said he wanna dedicate this song to me. even tho he didn't literally sing it to me and even tho he just placed the phone closer to his notebook so that i could hear e song clearly, i'm still touched. :)). Thank you sweetheart. :))

okay back to me. so right now, no motivation songs can ever cheer me up. if it happens, i would say it's a miracle but if not so be it. i'll move on. but one thing for sure, i wouldn't give up until u see e best of me. :)). Insya-Allah..

anw, this is random. i'm taking a one day leave tmr! wanna noe why?
ermmm.. nothing important actually. just wanna grab my forever-loved long john silver breakfast wit bf before e official fasting month and to spend e day wit my mum. how bout that?! haha. :).
psst.. don't tell my boss kay? cause e reason i gave him for taking this leave is due to family matters. but then again, it's partly true mah. *wink*

andand! before puasa, i wanna eat all the fast food breakfast can?! macdonald, long john, kfc, smualah! :D!
Sape nak join?! kita lantak smua!! muahaha!

Loves
Shidah Dee

2009-08-15T22:07:00.006+08:00

.Two souls with but a single thought, Two hearts that beat as one.

Dear 15.08.09,

It seems amazing how time flies soo fast when you are happy. It's like as if i've just celebrated my one year anni wit him yesterday and now, this? Our 20th month together. :)). My life is all about him now. I am soo grateful to god for sending me him. Alhamdulilah.. :).

this guy played such a big role in my life that i know i'm weak without him. he's like my bestfriend to my mentor to gossip kakis to punching bag to my personal laughing gas and not to forget, my soulmate. :). In short, he's my everything. :))

To describe how i feel towards him is beyond words. Yes Hilfi Zulkarnain, I love you that much. :)). *open arm big2* Happy 2oth month baby! ILY. Very e strong. *wink*

Sweet treat for my sweet one. :)

and lotsa love frm me to you. :)

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To izyan: in this toughest period of ure life, just so u noe, i'm always there if u need me. :) be strong. Believe in god and god will believe in you. :))

To yatie: dengar2 aku kat depan pon tak nmpk. hmphf! haha! Anw, glad u're okay now. U're okay, i'm okay, singapore ok! okay merepek. NEXT!! haha.

One more day to bayar puasa!! :)

Loves
shidahDee

2009-08-09T22:39:00.010+08:00

.She said love don't come easy.

Shidah: Pi, how much do you love me?
Hilfi: Alot2! Byk2!
Shidah: Why?
Hilfi: Ermmm.. Ther are a thousand and one or more reasons y i love you. and by e time i name them all, we'd haf been looking back at our old photos whn we're young. :)

Dear 8 Aug 2009,

'UP'

Cute kan that boy above? :)).
Saturday, had a simple movie date wit bf. Ever since e last cartoon movie that i watched, that is after soo much of persuasion from bf, i'm beginning to fall in love with them. 'Up' was soo loved! never disappoint me with their endless humour and aww-so-sweet story. :))

Rate: 4/5

my boyfriend, i'm proud of him.
he actually returnd back the psp kinda thingy, that i found, to e rightful owner which turnd out to be a nigerian gal. you guys shld look at her mum's face. sungguh garanggg..
luckily that game of hers fell on my feet, a kind-hearted and sweet gal who is with a lovely and soft-hearted guy. if not, cnfrm kena sapu dengan orang lain. bleargh. =p. hahaha!

after movie, jln2 at ion which was soo beautifulll!! i loike. :))
so anw, since all my shoes are worn out, that gave me a good reason why i bought two new shoes from mitju. :)).

andand, that charles and keith bag is very much love! *hint2* *wink2*

p.s baby, even tho yesterday was a simple movie cum shopping date, i still love it. even tho i admit, some part at e end was kinda sour due to my angin. keke.

1 down. 6 more days to bayar puasa. :) . very e last min. somebody slap me. -_-'

Loves
ShidahDee

2009-08-03T09:42:00.004+08:00

FOOD PARADISE :)

Trip to Seoul Garden on Saturday was soo much fun den expected. :)). bf said that he will do e cooking while i just need to eat and eat and eat. sounds nice? yeah, that's what i tot too at first but as time goes by, i can't tahan anymore. he cooked soo slow okay. haha. and so, i started getting my hand dirty too. :)). but e thing is that, when he was abt to pop e food that i cooked into his mouth, his eyes were caught on something and we both ended up laughing non-stop. apparently, e food that i cooked hangus. haha,.tulah confident nak masak. kwang3.. -_-'. he did took a few shots of the food but im too lazy to upload la. heh.

i took alot and alot of food. from all kind of flavoured meat that i know i wont eat to all kind of seafood, salad, ice-cream, brownie and lots of others. ended up, most of e food i took were wasted. gee. like wat we both said: 'Tak Hero ah'.. haha. we both very e kental. e next time we tot of lunch-ing there, we must think twice first. but i think if there were others, it would be fine. :)

after two hours of having great food, our stomach were both bloated. can't jalan anymore. Lol! kinda sad to leave that place. really. right now, need to decrease my daily food intake. -_-'. wkend is full of sinful food.

Sunday

went to e salon wit kakak. had my hair treated wit spa treatment. no more bad hair day. for now at least. haha. on e other hand, kakak perm-ed her hair. first look not really nice but after a while, it's alright. :))

guess that's abt it. not gonna get into details. :)

Loves
Shidah Dee

2009-07-31T09:07:00.003+08:00

Feel Love and Be Beautiful

during lunch time yesterday, my colleague and I were debating on e topic 'Love and Relationship'. She emphasized that love is never beautiful like wat most people think it is and told me regarding e 3 rings revolving in a relationship which are:

1) engagement ring
2) marriage ring
3) suffer-ring

she was emphasizing on e suffering soo much that it makes me wonder if that's e reason she's still single till now. she's in her early 50s btw. Both Thila and I disagreed wit her share of views. we don't think that love is about suffering and stuff. True enough, maybe along e way, things tend to heat up but to us it is part and parcel of being in a relationship. I mean don't u quarrel with ure sibling or friends? Like wat e saying goes, no human is perfect. point to be noted. (Cheydeba, mcm lawyer2. wakaka. more like lawyer buruk.)

and to those people who believe or maybe hoping that love is wonderful and will lead to a happy ending, let them be.

but on e other hand, when think about it, some couples are still together not because of e emotional attached they have for each other rather due to some reasons which i tot are not appropriate and kinda dumb. i'm toking abt e gals here. Some of e reasons are:

1) 'Most of my friends have boyfriend so if we were to end e relationship, I would feel outcast'
2) 'We had been in this relationship for few months/years now, if i were to end it, it would be
such a waste'
3) 'If i got no bf, i would feel lonely'
4) etc, etc, etc...

i mean if u guys know u guys just can't amend e relationship no more and are not happy, end it. Why give all those craps?. a happy relationship is not based on e longest time or whatnots. this is not some show case u want to brag to people. i don't noe what u girls are thinking. but anw, at e end of e day, it's ure decision that matters so be it. as long as guys are happy.

guess e word 'Love' is very subjective huh. different people have different definition to it. yet again, i will just stick to mine. i do believe in happy ending fairy tales. ;). be positive.

Loves
Shidah Dee

2009-07-29T10:25:00.003+08:00

So much for e love.
So much for e taking side.
So much for e everything.
Nothing less.

Why?

Cause u are my responsibility.

Now, u have cum this far.
Leniency is not in my dictionary anymore.
Don't dare me further.
Cause at one point of time
You'll see, i'm serious.

2009-07-26T21:58:00.007+08:00

25th July 2009
National Day Parade Preview.

Thank you love for making my wish to go NDP parade a reality! :)). Even tho it's just a preview, i am soo contented by it. :) and also even tho we need-d to walk a thousand kilometres just to get at the marina platform and were sweating like hell, it was all worth it. really. :)

Soo here i am, after such a long time, at the Marina Platform to watch NDP! Hurray! *jump2*
E last time was when im in primary 5 okayy. wakakaka!
e sun was obviously not our bestfriend on that day la.
it was freaking hot. and as u can see, we had our free spotlight. =p
half of our face were hangus due to long hrs of exposing to mr sun. haha.
walaupun panas terik, that wouldn't stop me to be in my very best mood. :)

Opening of show by our 4 mc-s. Gurmit Singh, Suhaimi Yusoff and lagi dua lupa nama. haha.

e skydiver-s, e performances, e marching parade and everything are love! i loike!
i was like a 5 year old gal on that day. i sang, i did e singapore wave, i drum-d, i even say out e plegde loudly and sang e 'Majulah Singapura...' wit pride. hah! how bout that. haha!
dulu time secondary school jgn harap nak nyanyi. keke.

when e night fall, everything was soo beautiful. those lights and everything. :))

e finale. o man... it was so gorgeous! i am soo proud to be singaporean. wakaka!
u guys should be proud of me too. belom ndp, u guys now have a gist what's it's gonna be like. *wink*
O wow. now who says NDP is boring. It's not!
u guys just need to be not boring and everything will be not boring too. :)

after which, we were feeling soo hungry n soo thirsty can.. hit simpang bedok and had our dinner.

that boy below, he's my hero. ;)
I Love You Baby.

end.

Loves
Shidah Dee

psst... next year kalau gi lagi, kita kai baju merah putih k?! semangat singapura!! haha!

2009-07-20T10:31:00.006+08:00

Initially, was supposed to blade last saturday but turned out bf got other plan for me.

Rewind.....
Friday nite.
Below is the edited and short version of our convo on e phone:

Shidah: Are we still going for roller blading tmw?
Hilfi: Erm.. i don't think so cause my leg is injured.. but i have other plan and i promise you, it will be good.

You guys have no idea how pissed off i was. i mean, wat can be good other than blading on that day? I really wanna go blading badly can.. :( and so i sulked till the next day i met him. heh.

headed to Vivo cause he said he wanna jalan2 there. and i was like okay lor.. i am still in my mogok mood until he showed me 2 tixs to Harry Potter Movie! haha. i was soo happy! apparently, he actually went to booked in advanced for e tixs at AXS machine knowing how im craving to watch it. :)). soo sweet. :)) thank you love. :)).

Actually, we already planned that we will go watch harry potter but not few days after it's being launched. perhaps after like say.. 2 weeks? after all the people smua dah tgk and cinema won't be that pack kinda day. haha. but yeah.. plan tak menjadi.

okay so after had our lunch and shopping, off we went to Plaza Sing cause that's where im gonna mit with my dear Harry Potter.. bahh... :)

but but, harry potter this time round is so dissappointing.. really. not much action, dumbledore died (like wat e fish), harry very e lembek dan lain2 lagi yang sewaktu dengan nya.

Rate: 1.5/5

Part II better be good. humph.

Anw, I am soo wanting to go out with
1) My cousinsss
2) My sec friends
3) My poly's friends
3) Nur Izyan
4) My collegues
5) My Uni friends?? (haha! okay takde.)

Make a date ok people. I'll be a happy girl. :))

Loves
Shidah Dee

2009-07-17T21:55:00.003+08:00

~The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched. They must be felt with the heart.~

Terlanjur Cinta

and yes, i am happy and contented with you. :)
ILY.

2009-07-13T12:45:00.002+08:00

Happy 19th month love, Hilfi Zulkarnain.
I love You.
Too much. :))

Sunday - 12th July 09

went to my cousin's engagement day after which went to arfah's wedding cum
catching-up-session with e others. =))

Apparently, e post that i've type-d were gone. so yeap, this is all i got.

and do u noe, im down wit mc for 2 days. and tmr, back to work. great. so much for e 2 days of mc. i don't feel that i have any. -_-'

Loves
Shidah Dee

2009-07-09T11:09:00.003+08:00

Thursday - 9.07.09

Last month e big tube of milo at my office pantry finished because of me. and this month, it's finishing soon and again it's because of me. haha! You can't blame me. My colleagues only drink coffee so that left me ALONE with e milo. *big grin!*

okay okay... i admit. I am a Milo Monster. so there u go, my dirty lil secret is out.
*smack forehead*

soo anw... I, Rashidah, is gonna hit e Gym today with Thila after work! A big Yay for me! =).
Threadmill, here I come!.. =)).

Fast Forward....

Sunday - 12.07.09

Two great things are gonna happen.

1. My cousin is getting engage.
2. Arfah is getting married.

They must be e happiest person on earth on that day. Aww... I'm soo jealous. hehe.

Aite then, that's my short update. =)

end.

Loves
Shidah Dee

2009-07-07T15:53:00.005+08:00

kakak told me e other day that a small Tsunami will struck Singapore on 22th July 2009. i'm not sure if i should even believe in it. but anything is possible right? e tot of it is making me scared.

just look at e increasing number of diseases, rioting, changing of gender, maksiat, greed and everything else.
Maybe Allah can't stand us human anymore. he had given chances after chances yet this is what we gave him. maybe just maybe, he has gave up.

hopefully, wat i'm worried of right now is nothing but just an assumption. insyallah..

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Tuhan ku, aku tidak lah daya untuk syurgamu.

Tetapi aku tidak pula sanggup menanggung seksa neraka mu.

Dari itu kurnia kan lah, keampunan kepadaku.
Ampunkan lah dosaku.
Sesungguhnya, engkaulah mengampun dosa2 besar.
Amin.

2009-07-05T14:55:00.004+08:00

Yesterday, at work, there's only me, cik Nur and mr. Eusoff wit his 4 years old son, Taqif.
he was so cute okay. e moment he reached e office, he was like
'abah.. where's e toys?..'
haha!
cik Nur la yang kene layan dia. keke.

boss was not around so i took a day off in being a good worker and went to watch Twilight. hurhur! The online movie kept buffering and buffering. soo slow. frm e time i watchd it till time to go home, i only managed to watch until Edward brings Bella to e restaurant. Sheesh. That's how slow e downloading part was. menduga kesabaran betol.
*smack head*

anw, e only word i can think of for my day at work is 'Relaxing'. i loike.. kalau hari2 gini pun best! =)

bf fetched me after work as usual. sometimes i wonder if he ever gets tired in doing so?

and most of e time, i knew, i am one lucky girl to have a guy with all e plus point characteristics that girls have been searching for. =).

soo.. anw, went to meet up with kakak and mak . nak buat baju rayer keluarga.
i'm not gonna talk about e minus point along e way.

next, sent kakak and my mum home and went to Iluma to watched Transformer after our late lunch! *jump!*

e 'Q' for purchasing tixs, buying titbits was soo long. lucky for us, bf purchased e tixs earlier and we only need to Q for popcorn cause we I are craving for it. =)

this 2 hour plus movie is really worth e money and time. soo best and shiok! i never in my life thinking i would want to watch movies like dat. as in movies that involved robots and what nots.

simply entertaining, action-pact and hilarious. =)

that's how i described it.
that's a nice one. =)

next must-watch-movie is e Harry Potter! and and New Moon in november! i missed watching Twilight, i wouldn't want to miss New Moon.

time check: 930
went to hit e macdonald to grab supper.

****
Home Sweet Home.

Loves
Shidah Dee